Wednesday, July 16, 2008


Recently, some close friends asked Eric and I (along with some others) to fast with them in regards to a significant desire they are pursuing the Lord about. The idea being that we would choose something in our lives to give up (fast from) for a period of time--something that would be a sacrifice to give up and anytime we craved the particular thing we would be reminded to instead pray for our friends' request. My husband chose sweets and I chose sweets and reading blogs. I honestly have not fasted very often and doing so raised my awareness about a lot of things in my life. It got me thinking about how there are so many things in my life that I rely on to 'fill me up'. Spending time with my family and friends, sweets, reading books, reading blogs, running, drinking coffee. Even 'spiritual activity' can be a filler. Or how about our 'positions' we hold, either in the workplace or at church? Are we striving for accolades or recognition from others in order to be 'filled'? It got me wondering about how many times I rely on drinking coffee to keep me going throughout the day. Ouch--if God asked me to give up coffee could I do it? Could I give it up, in faith knowing that His Holy Spirit is the ultimate energizer? Or--how often do I rely on my husband, my children or my friends to meet needs in me that ultimately only God can meet? Of course, God gave us relationships (and many other things for that matter) to be blessings in our lives but when these things become more to us than God himself they become idols.

When Jesus was asked in the New Testament which commandment was most important He replied, "...Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength." (NIV, Mark 12:30). Really, you can trace every single sin back to this one commandment. For every sin we commit has to do with something in our lives that we are putting before our Lord. As I have been praying over this scripture, asking the Lord to help me truly do this, the Lord is opening my eyes to areas where my heart is divided. Areas I have not fully surrendered to Him. One area is my children. I am so concerned about doing everything 'right' as a parent that I don't always just rely on the Holy Spirit's leading in this area. Sometimes I am too reliant on parenting resources instead of on Him and Him alone. Period. The same with homeschooling. I get so caught up in whether I am doing it 'well enough' instead of trusting in Him to guide me and lead me--instead of having faith in the fact that He has called me to this task and He can accomplish it through me. Him and Him alone. Period. My idol in my life is 'wanting to be successful' at these things and then I become an overachiever, falling into 'works' to accomplish it. The Lord says that 'We can do all things through Christ who strengthens us' Phil 4:13. The kicker is filtering everything we do 'through Christ' --that means if we are doing it through Christ then we will be given the strength to accomplish it. If God hasn't called us to the thing then we can be assured he won't give us the strength to accomplish it. These are just a few of the idols He has been showing me. I know there is so much more...I am barely scratching the surface about my comforts of electricity, a nicely furnished home, air conditioning, coffee, eating out....UUGH!

Oh, Lord, I just ask one thing--please, please, please don't make me give up coffee! :)

As we surrender these areas in faith, it is an open invitation to experience Him more fully and intimately. So, to the one or two people who might read this :) , what 'idols' has He been opening your eyes to lately?


Amy said...

Maria! Hi friend! Did you know I am blog stocking you?!?! I miss you so much and this is my way of getting a "dose of Maria" since I never get to see you anymore!I love this post in particular but it got me thinking...Did you hear Kyle's sermon on Sunday? Or did someone tell you about it? You must hear it, go on line and's about this exactly! I do miss you! What are your plans for Fall study? Anna, Heather and I may have something to entice you with if you have no plans :-) Missing and Loving you from afar, your friend Amy

Justin said...

Nice post. I have recently been thinking about Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego and their courage not to submit to idolatry.
Being in a seminary setting I find it difficult to discipline myself for individual study time. I have a bad habit of assuming I will get spiritual talk somewhere.
That coupled with TV/Internet keeps me from more God time.
Sorry we missed you last weekend, I did see a couple of your kids and your house though.

milton and lucys said...

i want to say Faith Hill. but i know thats not the answer you are looking for. can you re-phrase the last question in blond girl words? its driving me crazy, i don't get the question. i thought i understood the post, i even read it twice.

Charlotte said...

Amen sister! I am currently doing the study "No Other Gods" by Kelly Minter. It is fabulous and has brought so many of my hidden idols to the surface. This week we studied James 4:1-5..."What causes fights and quarrels among you? Don't they come from your desires that battle within you? You want something but don't get it. You kill and covet, but you cannot have what you want. You quarrel and fight. You do not have, because you do not ask God. When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures.
You adulterous people, don't you know that friendship with the world is hatred toward God? Anyone who chooses to be a friend of the world becomes an enemy of God. Or do you think Scripture says without reason that the spirit he caused to live in us envies intensely?"
The comparison of our "idols" to adultery in this verse was so convicting to me. One of my "idols" is my inability to just be content with what I am/have. I spend way to much time waiting for the "next best thing" when all I'll ever need is Him. My desires for tomorrow often cause me to miss out on the greatest blessings of today. So my prayer is for contentment and now I'm off this computer to enjoy the blessings of today. Sorry for this crazy, rambling comment. Your post just hit right at home with what I've been struggling with/praying about this week! Thanks!

rhonda said...

i really enjoy your postings, maria....thank you for always sharing your idol is relying on daily without God's guidance and realizing i have gone months and months without true prayer time with idols in my home i can look around and see are the computer and t.v., of course...and always finding "something to do" instead of just sitting down and studying the word...or just praying and listening...
and kelle, you did understand the question, you just don't know really should give up faith hill for a while!! hee hee..

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